I've had a lot on my mind recently:
- I just graduated from college, which is terrifying.
- I'm unemployed, which is probably why being a graduate seems so terrifying.
- It's been about a year since my cancer diagnosis.
- It's going to be another five months before I find out if I need another round of radiation treatment or if I just need to keep waiting it out.
- Unemployment is fun for a couple of weeks, but it gets tiring.
- I've been living out of a suitcase for the last month, because I don't have my own residence yet, because I don't have a job.
- What am I going to eat for lunch?
- How am I going to get to Arizona for my sister's wedding next month? (I'm contemplating walking. It's not that far from Provo to Mesa, right?)
- Why does it seem like some people have everything going for them? They're attractive and smart, they take amazing (read: expensive) vacations, they get good jobs without even trying, and whatever else perfect people have.
- I'm broke.
There's lots of other worries and nonsense floating around in my brain, but if I continue, I'm just going to get bitter or emotional or angry or something. So, for now, I'm just going to focus on the most immediate problem on that list: lunch.
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